Why did I come up with the idea of “Rubbish”
Abstract
This experimental essay reflects on the conceptual origins of the “Rubbish” journal idea, an alternative scholarly space that challenges conventional success–failure narratives in academic publishing. Rather than prioritizing polished outcomes, the article explores the value of drafts, failed attempts, and unfinished intellectual processes. By situating personal writing experience within broader discussions of scholarly communication and academic culture, the author proposes a reflective platform that reconsiders how knowledge production is evaluated and shared. The piece contributes to emerging conversations on experimental publishing, post-publication reflection, and alternative academic expression.
Keywords:
Experimental Scholarship; Academic Failure; Alternative Publishing; Scholarly Communication; Creative Process; Post-Publication ReflectionCopyright Notice & License:
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